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Father God my mind aspire to odysseys, victories and titles.  Sometimes my imagination runs non-stop like a Netflix marathon. When Im at my 4th coffee and its not even 2pm,  I thank you for tapping on my shoulder.  When the wings of my heart are about to fall off, you are there with your healing balm of hope and love.  You remind me that you are working behind the scenes.  And then, when I finally sit down with you on the couch in my living room.  You ask me a question: YOU HERE TOO?  Ha! You got me! The same way my cat nibbles at my hand to say that I am his.. You are so real to me. 

How do I start to mend the pieces of my heart? WITH ME! You say God.  You are the promise keeper.  You care about the smallest of things; even the things that I forget sometimes.  Things to remind me to rest.  Things to remind me that I am not just a human-doing.  Soft songs to remind me that you are in charge and I am OK with that.  You have your way with me and I cherish you for making me humble.  Your glory hits me. Jesus, You look at me and Im on my knees. 

How do I explain to my soul that it is good to experience your Holy Fire? 

DONT RESIST! 

DONT FLEE! 

Have patience!? 

Jesus is a warrior and will pull out HIs sword to deliver me from my ennemies. Please help my unbelief God!  I want to believe that I have a part of you in me.